zacharylevis:

“I feel like I need adrenaline just to even function, otherwise I’ll literally just sit there. I’m just a grog. I hype myself up into a state of nervous tension before almost anything. I had the same process with every single job. I would be super excited, had a ton of ideas about stuff, and the closer you get to the job, it’s the same cycle where your confidence would completely fall out, you hate yourself, and then you’re looking for any excuse. You’re looking for the exit strategy before you’ve even started. […] My agents won’t even listen to my panicked calls to this effect anymore. They tell me: ‘This is just your process.’”

— ROBERT DOUGLAS THOMAS PATTINSON › b. May 13th, 1986